Name: Alice Nicknames: Al, Ali, Looney, Looney Loo Age: Three years old. Gender: She is proud to be a she-wolf. Rank: She is to be a Seeker. Breed: Canis lupus.
Coat Length: She has a nice, thick, fleece-like coat. Pelt Colour: Alice is bi-coloured for the most part, her top half is black with various grey hues mixed in and her mid-to-bottom half is a pure white. The majority of her tail is black with a quarter to the tip being white. The black is darkest is her head and going down her spine. It lightens to various shades of grey before changing abruptly to snow white. However, stripes of grey do appear infrequently, especially near her chest. Eye Colour: Her eyes are a lovely golden topaz. Markings and Designs: Other than being bi-coloured, Alice doesn't have any remarkable markings and/or designs. Scars and Scratches: There are some scars on her, though they all reside beneath her coat. Wolf Build: She is lean and built gracefully.
Personality: If we're to discuss Alice, I must tell you that she is absolutely mad. Not like the angry mad that people say they are, but insane. She will often speak in riddles and doesn't give straight answers very often. Trying to speak to her seriously usually ends up as an epic fail simple because she doesn't understand how to be serious. Her sanity is still there and shows in flickers of clarity when she lightly grasps onto reality. Such a state only lasts for a few precious moments before she slips back into her safe place of insanity.
Alice always seems to be running from something, not that she'll tell just anyone what. Sometimes, she sees things that aren't really there; it's quite the chore to get her to realize that it's all in her head. She is terrified of shadows for that exact reasons. They tend to take the form of the demons that are in her mind and escape to the near surface; she avoids them at all costs. Being out at night provides the same problem, therefore she goes to sleep before the sun sets. Not that she sleeps too soundly either. In her mind, anything and anyone can be out to get her as a promise to those who tried to harm her in her past.
There are times when she can appear as serene and in absolute peace. She often looks up at the clouds and studies flowers whenever that look overtakes her face. That is the point when talking to her will grant answers. Little by little can someone chip away at who she's become to see who she was. However, it is a rather lengthy process as Alice slips quite quickly back into the recesses of her mind where no one can touch her.
For the most part, Alice seems to be in her own little world which not many have access to. She's far too shy and nervous to let others in because of her past. Something that is very much an unconscious thing. She doesn't know it, but she pushes others away without meaning too. She tries to scare others away with her craziness because deep down she believes that no one will accept her for what she did and who she's become.
She's rather graceful, despite her state of mind. She rarely stumbles and tends to walk with unearthly elegance that is hard to rival. It may be because of the fact that all the weight of her world doesn't rest on her shoulders but in the abyssal depths of her brain. That's the way she sums it up to anyway.
Alice cares about others in her own way. If she sees something as a bad idea, she'll go alongside them and speak in a riddle that is for them to crack. Those riddles aren't usually too difficult and they outline the possible future. At the beginning though, others tend to not bother themselves with her words which actually hurts her very much. It gives her the message that they do not trust her; she gains the information that she does not need to trust them.
She also has different buttons that can be pushed. In her mind, the delivery of something can make or break her. If she believes it to be delivered incorrectly, she turns into an angry creature who will attack those who "wronged" her. Of course, someone could say the same thing and not have a thing happen to them. It depends on so much that it's truly unpredictable what may or may not happen when someone speak with her.
That's the thing about mad wolves. They're impossible to truly comprehend. Wolf Likes: She likes to help others, Wolf Dislikes: She has an unexplained dislike for hares and for those who try to appeal to her about reality. Alice is terrified of shadows. Wolf Strengths: Alice has a natural grace, and she is extremely quick on her paws. Wolf Weaknesses: She's mad; what else could be a weakness? Wolf Habits: Falling asleep in weird places and avoiding shadows. Wolf Talents: Being able to reign in her sanity whenever she does desire to as well as hiding behind her madness quickly.
Parents: Mother : Cassia [Deceased; Died of Old Age] Father : Aelius [Deceased; Died of Old Age] Siblings: Lucinda [Sister; Alive], Absolute [Brother; Alive] Pups: None. Best Friend: She does not yet have a best friend. Friends: She is friends with everyone, but isn't. Enemies: Only herself. Crush: A crush does not yet exist in her life. Mate: No mate for Alice yet.
Alice's beginnings were not unlike those of any normal wolf. Then again, not many creatures of her species had an abnormal upbringing. She had parents who loved her and siblings who she loved dearly. One day though, as she grew just past the age of a yearling, she had grown far too curious for her own sake. She had been studying a river during a particularly bad storm and her paws were far too close to the body of water. When the wave came to her and swept her away, she didn't stand a chase. The water closed around her and threatened to take her very life from her. Luckily, she had managed to make it to the top of the river to breathe in oxygen before it was too late. Alice was to live, but who knew for how much longer.
At some point, she had washed up down river and on the opposite shore from which she lived. For several long, painful hours she contemplated going back and finding her way home again. But that thought was overruled at last. There was nothing for her there any longer: Her siblings had departed for homes of their own and her parents were expecting a new litter that they would fawn over. So, with her head held high, Alice went away from all she ever knew and into the unknown world that awaited her.
As is the case with most young wolves, Alice found something worth settling down for in the form of Fenris. He was exciting, courageous, held a love for adventure, and was very handsome. In Alice's eyes, he was absolutely perfect and was everything that she wanted in a friend and lover. What she didn't realize was that everything that seems too good to be true often is just that. Fenris also turned out to be a horrible bully as time continued on. She didn't realize it initially because she thought herself to be absolutely in love with him; it was ignored. However, the one time that the abuse became physical after she failed to catch a rabbit, Alice had enough. She badly hurt Fenris and fled into the night, never to be seen by him again. However, his call of revenge echoes in her mind every time that she is in the shadows and when night falls.
A year passed and by that time, Alice had completely changed. She felt guilt over attacking Fenris which was countered by many conflicting emotions. At first, she only put a wall between her and the rest of the world. The weight was far too much for her though. She couldn't handle it along and yet she couldn't show the everyone else what had transpired. Therefore, she started to believe herself to be mad. And the more that she believed it, the more it became true. Until she finally and truly became insane.
She had been a part of Sinister Chaos before they traversed to a new homeland, but had departed before very long. Alice's rank had been of a bard, but she had passed it onto a wolf called Crescendo before leaving. Now, she has returned and seeks a new place within the pack.
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